Well you are not alone because a huge number of my clients(both male and female) come to explore same sex touch for the first time, within a safe, discrete, professional setting.
I would say that a large number of my straight-identifying male clients simply want to experience how horny it is for someone to initiate intimate acts with them for a change, and they know another man is more likely to be confident doing it.
Women have always been more comfortable asking for and exploring same sex touch with friends and acquaintances and it is considered perfectly normal activity.
For us men, the social stigma of being considered "gay" is much more apparent. If we so much as look at another man in that way, it can be draw ridicule and unkindness from others.
In my own experience, my first "fumbling" touch happened when drunk. My friend wouldn't stop reassuring me that he wasn't gay even as he had my cock in his hand. Yes, I think we can all associate with that dynamic, maybe women too?
Only too aware myself of the need for an alternative, I have developed lots of excellent bisexual exploration options for you. For example:
Or simply bring a same sex friend along with you to any booking at no additional cost(maybe split it?). I have something for everyone.
There is no pressure to come and if you change your mind and cancel well before the appointment, I will understand. Book, then see how it feels.
However, do note that I have to take a 20% deposit if you book 4 hands or "Learning" because others have to commit to travel time and expenses.